miserable

i'm confused...do i make the rite decision? did i hurt some1's feeling? i'm very lost..i don even know wat i 1...wat's happening? who else will understand me better other than me myself? no sense of direction..lost in nowhere...again silly mistake..keep on delecting the files in my assignment....double work 2 do...really get tensed up....don really hav a good rest tis few days...bothering and worrying..plus my final comin n yet i haven't start my revision...i'm gonna die soon...not coz of din study...is cz of stress and worries that keep bothering me....when can i enjoy the life wit no worries???

aS5igNm3Nt

i've been doin my assignment for these few days, wondering when will it complete..hai..dono hw 2 use ms frontpage really cham...spend hours there just 2 explore it....went 4 an outing yesterday n everything don seems 2 work on smoothly...my sandal spoilt n i get my mum into trouble when she's on the way 2 fetch me, don wanna elaborate more on tis...bought a skirt n some stationeries, tot of buying a shirt wit 70% discount but dihalang oleh my fren...haha, she says i spend 2 much on clothes but in the end, she bought more stuff than me and overbudget...well, tis thing is uncontrollable when something is just so tempting that we just need 2 buy it, but its a matter of self discipline...hav 2 learn hw 2 spend wisely....n i'm in the process of learning by keeping myself at home...n so ngam no transport, tat's y no choice but 2 stay at home...hai...wondering wat's the outside world looks like as i've been staying in the jungle a few months n come back but din go anywhere...n 1 thing so memalukan...i don even know that our 1st malaysian guy went up 2 the space till my cousin bro switch on the tv last wed nite when i visit them...guess i'm really far far being left out with the current issues happening around us...n baby yu heng is already 5 months plus...time really flies...when i last visit him was when he's just born n now he's 5 months plus d...n i'm getting older...

wAt's goIn oN???

i've broken my own record for goin 2 bed at 9pm, smth tats weird 4 me as i don used 2 sleep tat early...but it seems like it doesn't work at all...i've been tossing n turning in bed 4 the whole nite till i decided 2 gave up..n ended up infront of my blog...arggghh..wat's happening? izzit something bothering me?no asnwer...cz me myself oso dono wat's up wit me...my head is aching n seems like it's goin 2 burst..i've stayed up very late at nite since the day i came back from uni..tot i'll b getting a good rest when i come home..but ended up in front of the pc till middle of the nite...hav 2 change tis bad habit as not 2 get nag again from my mum n the doctor who attend 2 me everytime wit the same old sickness...hopefully i can sleep.......

m3m0rI3s

time flies so fast tat i don even realised i'm back home 4 5 days d, n yet i haven't complete my the only left assignment, ms frontpage...it seems easy 4 those who know it...but it's the opposite 4 me, the computer illiterate...while i'm searching photos 4 my assignment, found some old ones which i took wit my buddies...memories suddenly flash back...its been more than a decade ago,miss those moments when i'm wit them...we used 2 sing our own created barney's song...i love u, u love me, we r happy family, wit a great big hug n a kiss from me 2 u,won't u say u love me 2...well, life is like tat...as time passed, the feelings eventually will change 2...recently, i've been trying to catch things up which i've not been doing it for 2 yrs +...well, life continues...no matter how unwilling am i 2 accept the truth, but fact is fact...i know tat everything happens 4 a reason..perhaps its 4 a better change...well, think positvely, tat's all tat i can do