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i've been staying at home 4 the past fw days since my hols started..finally i can hv a gd rest after a hectic month struggling 4 my final...haha..guess sometimes i complain 2 much, can't b helped, it's my nature mayb..haha..went out shopping wit my coursemates n one of my buddy, spotted a dress but din buy, scared later i din wear n again waste....sent my roomate home on the same day at nite..really 10s 2 ah ching, i've been worrying hw 2 fetch my coursemate to the bus station as i never drive b4 the only available car at home...thank god tat ah ching agreed 2 lend a helping hand...n we da bao supper at a mamak stall...received a fren's phone call...relieved as i've been wondering wat's up wit him suddenly disappear 4 fw days...luckily everything is fine...n again i'm the 1 who think 2 much

aunt n my cousin sis's family came...miss yen yen n jaden so much...n wei wei looks exactly like her sis..2 twin sis..haha..so cute, but never carry her b4 as she's scared of me, guess we hardly hav da chance 2 meet up n mayb she don even know who am i...went 2 cherok to'kun wit them n my fren who came 2 visit me...bumped into a uni fellow...haha..not considered a fren cz i dono who is him, just know his existence in the same uni as me n has smth smth 2 do wit my roomate...well, haha...secret...at nite, went 2 old town wit hwan n wei n peter...if i'm not mistaken,he's the son of my kindergarten's teacher, it's been 15 yrs we never meet each other ...wow...without realising it's already so many years n i still can recall his looks after i met him...haha..not much change except more chubby...n the 1st time i c ppl make their own cigarette...bersusah-payah dono 4 wat, just buy a packet from 7-eleven will do, but prefer 2 take the trouble..dono wat so special bout tat...mayb tat's smth tat a non-smoker wouldn't understand...haha

looking 4ward 4 my trip 2 kl..dono wat will it turn out 2 b...mixed feelings n excited...haven't meet my jie 4 so many yrs..can't really recall when we last met up wit each other...n my another fren, just exchange pics b4 n never really c each other in real life..wonder hw the meeting will turn out..haha..scared my perception will change, tat's very bad of me i know..well, don't dare 2 expect or think 2 much..scared i might feel disappointed as not being up 2 my expectation...just wait n c...hopefully everything will go on smoothly...

back home

finally the last 2 papers is over...shud feel relaxed n relieved,but then no feeling...i know tis time my result is goin 2 b very terrible, badly done but still put hopes on it...scared i will b very disappointed when the result is announced..sigh...since the day i went bck 2 campus 4 my last 2 papers, never really hav a good rest...oni slp 4 3 to 4 hrs a day n yet no afternoon nap...wonder how can i stand wit it 4 nearly a week....bt its finally over..now planning 4 the trip wit my coursemates n roomates...hopefully can make it...

hoping tat can go kl..wonder izzit ppl take it seriously when they say smth or izzit i'm the 1 who took everything seriously..hard 2 read ppl's mind...more over its not in the reality...realized tat when i'm hoping 4 smth, it won't b achieved...quite disappointed actually, tot there will b a slightly change in my life..but now back 2 normal again..mayb its better...at least i hav no worries, izzit tis tat i really want?...well, i don mind waiting n c if there's goin 2 b any progress...haha..let the time decide

time passes really fast..without realising...its the end of semester3...with the same roomates all tis while..hav a weird feeling when sending my roomate home yesterday...don like the feeling of separation...4 the past 2 semesters, i'm the 1st 1 who left the room n come 2 tis semester, finally i can understand the feeling of seeing every1 packing n go back home....don wish 2 change roomates 4 the next sem...really miss those moments when we laugh 2gether, sharing those small little secrets, hav pillow talk n all those crazy n 'sampat' stuffs tat we did 2gether, n in fact its really hard 2 find some1 who can tolerate as in every1 has their own habit n luckily the 4 of us manage 2 live in peace n harmony all tis while, muahahaha..n 1 thing we share in common is tat the 4 of us is the eldest among our siblings...not bad not bad...all big sisters...haha

wanted 2 hav a good rest tis fw days....yahooooo......