back home

finally the last 2 papers is over...shud feel relaxed n relieved,but then no feeling...i know tis time my result is goin 2 b very terrible, badly done but still put hopes on it...scared i will b very disappointed when the result is announced..sigh...since the day i went bck 2 campus 4 my last 2 papers, never really hav a good rest...oni slp 4 3 to 4 hrs a day n yet no afternoon nap...wonder how can i stand wit it 4 nearly a week....bt its finally over..now planning 4 the trip wit my coursemates n roomates...hopefully can make it...

hoping tat can go kl..wonder izzit ppl take it seriously when they say smth or izzit i'm the 1 who took everything seriously..hard 2 read ppl's mind...more over its not in the reality...realized tat when i'm hoping 4 smth, it won't b achieved...quite disappointed actually, tot there will b a slightly change in my life..but now back 2 normal again..mayb its better...at least i hav no worries, izzit tis tat i really want?...well, i don mind waiting n c if there's goin 2 b any progress...haha..let the time decide

time passes really fast..without realising...its the end of semester3...with the same roomates all tis while..hav a weird feeling when sending my roomate home yesterday...don like the feeling of separation...4 the past 2 semesters, i'm the 1st 1 who left the room n come 2 tis semester, finally i can understand the feeling of seeing every1 packing n go back home....don wish 2 change roomates 4 the next sem...really miss those moments when we laugh 2gether, sharing those small little secrets, hav pillow talk n all those crazy n 'sampat' stuffs tat we did 2gether, n in fact its really hard 2 find some1 who can tolerate as in every1 has their own habit n luckily the 4 of us manage 2 live in peace n harmony all tis while, muahahaha..n 1 thing we share in common is tat the 4 of us is the eldest among our siblings...not bad not bad...all big sisters...haha

wanted 2 hav a good rest tis fw days....yahooooo......