Back 2 my blog again…haven’t been updating it 4 quite sometime..maklumlah, lazy fellow, haha, depends on my mood…back home again 4 my mid sem + cny break…but very sad, the 4th day hav 2 go back d, tot cn come bck pray on the 8th day of cny, who knows received the news tat got exam the next day, disappointed…last yr already missed the prayers, tot cn celebrate at home tis yr, but the same thing happen again…
Wat I had been up 2 tis fw weeks??? Drove all the way 2 padang besar n alor star, 1st time in Kedah I drive n without my parents knowledge, n who knows kena block at the main gate, so memalukan, luckily the guard din ask 4 my matrix num cz speeding, haha…b4 tat I was so pressure 2 drive cz 4 ppls life are in my hand, big responsibility plus I just drive occasionally when I’m bck in my hometown n I tat my driving skills r nt tat good, sometimes will mati enjin…hehe, luckily everything goes on smoothly n quite enjoy the outing n spent a lot oso, haha…proud of myself, 1st time drive so far..haha…bangga bangga
Went for 1 day trip 2 alor star wit the changlun Buddhist association members…wit all which I consider as kids n oso a fw campus fren who in charge of the trip…I’m considered as pendatang asing as I never join any of their activities b4 n they oso curious bout me cz when they look at the name list, questions popping out from their mind…who is tis fellow? Hw does she looks like? So memalukan….haha...the whole journey was indeed very enjoyable although there’s a few gina kia who r very mischievous n sometimes quite annoying, but without them, it will b boring actually...haha…among those kids, 2 of them caught my attention, qi han n chen xiong, both in std 6, best frens…they really looks alike n many mistaken them as siblings…diff family background…my heart felt uneasy when ah xiong told me bout his story…sometimes I feel I’m very lucky n grateful 2 b who n where I am nw…should b thankful n not complaining anymore…there’s many out the who r less fortunate…come 2 dinner time…I was so touched tat he knows hw 2 take the dishes 4 me without asking…mayb its jus a small gesture of his…but it really touches my heart…when the time 2 leave, I just couldn’t control my emotion n burst into tears…hate tis kind of feeling…I know tat every beginning there must b an ending 4 it, just don like it…really miss them very much
Realized tat I’ve been goin out all the time lately…n oso spending 4 the unnecessary stuff…the day when I bck home, went 2 my cousin’s hse, baby yu heng is bcomin more adorable,very lovely…in just a blink of eye, its already 9 months plus… everything seems 2 move on so fast although hw unwilling r we 2 accept it…sigh…the next day went out wit my cousin…hav a heart 2 heart talk…miss those sweet memories…recall back the time when we were single, 3 of us went 2 work 2gether, sing 2gether, laugh 2gether, cry 2gether but nw everything has changed…left wit those memories, she has her own family n her sis leads her own life wit her bf n me...don wanna mention it
Went 2 gurney plaza wit ching n chen…never been 2 island for quite sometimes already…...hanging out at red box 4 3 hrs n guess wat, in the room, there’s not only the 3 of us, gt 1 more rat, haha, we r thinking tat the yr of rat oni leh, need 2 put a rat wit us in the room meh,haha …sing till no more voice…although dono, but still wanna show off…muahahaha….bought a shirt, nth more...dinner at the hawker stall…my fav lok lok n oso laksa..haha…been eating a lot since the day I’m bck…hav 2 control b4 I regret, bersusah-payah oni reduce 1 kg, cut down on my supper d….wah, considered a big sacrifice leh as i'm a food addict…haha…
I’m goin 2 kena from phoebe when she’s bck home…cham…sigh…really dono hw 2 explain....everythin happen so fast tat I’m not prepared 2 declare anything…nth big deal actually…I’m the 1 tat make things complicated…really no sense of direction, aimless…hw am I goin 2 survive when I’m in the real working world??? I know tat I’m very dependant, hav 2 change, doubt I can make it…No confident…without tis, I know i’m already a loser in any battle…
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