fAvOurIte tIm3

just took my dinner n ended up in front of the pc...sent aunty dolly n uncle bob bck tis morning...it happened like they just come over fw days ago, never 2 realise tat it was actually 3 weeks d...time really flies, which i was hoping for when i'm trapped in tat awful place, n it actually come true where i am in a place of heaven now, my lovely home...

since the day i'm back from campus, din really hv a gd rest...i'm totally enjoying my hols till the fullest...went 2 maxwell hill n taiping lake the 1st day of hols, 2nd day in the pg island, the next day where my adorable yen yen n tis talkative jaden come over 2 my hse 2 pay a visit for my grandma n plus spending their wesak hol at pg...really hav a great time...

really 10s 4 everything...u know who u r...eventhough it was just a fw hours outing, i'm really enjoying every single moment...really appreciate it...i'm really touched from the way u treating my family...as like they r part of urs 2...dono hw 2 express my feelings...recall the moment when we were riding tat tiny boat, really very funny...every1 seems 2 b enjoying their time, while both of us ride so fast as like we were in a competition...sweat all the way...tat guy must b thinking wat's up wit us...haha...

sorry 4 all those hurtful words n my doubt towards u...i hope my perception is correct tis time...prove 2 me 2 keep me silent...cheers

shattered

i don even know how i wanna express my feelings...2molo i'm goin bck 2 campus again...really really don feel like goin bck...there's nth 4 me 2 look 4ward anymore...once a nice heart warming welcome has gone...laughter n tears tat we hav shared has been a memory...my heart shattered everytime when i think about it...the place where i belongs 2 doesn't seem as a protecting shield 4 me nw...it has been a place tat haunting me wit those unhappy stuff...when will it all b over?

even i've cried a hundred million times, will it changed the reality? can some1 pls stand at my side n understand hw i feel? does it mean the weaker 1 alwiz hav 2 tolerate n givin in? does it means tat someone who says nth everytime others teases her means she's all rite? can some1 pls spend a fw seconds n think about it? i really got no more strength 2 keep on goin like tis anymore...i really very 'san fu'...the pressure is comin 1 by 1...

sometimes make me feel like givin up everything....