heartache

i tot after a couple of days all the comments would be quiet down...i tot of escaping from complaining here by distracting my mind from tis awful thoughts...when i c the mirror i hated so much the 'brand new hairstyle' which i would labelled it..i might be exaggerating too much here...i just dono how 2 express my feelings...i know i cnt put the blame on anyone...it was me who shut up my mouth when the hairstylist ask bout my opinion....i've been struggling so hard to ignore all those comments n the weird stares from stangers...but, i just cnt help it...i know ppl are giving me comments without any bad intention but it was my own problem, i hv to fight against myself b4 the next step...it killed my confidence, perhaps i'm extra 2 conservative 2 accept any extreme changes...yeah, i'm a coward which i wouldn't deny it...jz couldn't help it