shattered

i don even know how i wanna express my feelings...2molo i'm goin bck 2 campus again...really really don feel like goin bck...there's nth 4 me 2 look 4ward anymore...once a nice heart warming welcome has gone...laughter n tears tat we hav shared has been a memory...my heart shattered everytime when i think about it...the place where i belongs 2 doesn't seem as a protecting shield 4 me nw...it has been a place tat haunting me wit those unhappy stuff...when will it all b over?

even i've cried a hundred million times, will it changed the reality? can some1 pls stand at my side n understand hw i feel? does it mean the weaker 1 alwiz hav 2 tolerate n givin in? does it means tat someone who says nth everytime others teases her means she's all rite? can some1 pls spend a fw seconds n think about it? i really got no more strength 2 keep on goin like tis anymore...i really very 'san fu'...the pressure is comin 1 by 1...

sometimes make me feel like givin up everything....