love and miss you always

life is full of ups and downs..now u r feeling as if u r on the top of the world, the next moment u might feel the other way round...i jz hav no idea how to express my feelings out...i've been having mood swing recently and he has been tolerating with me all this while...never to deny that sometimes i make him so so so angry...haha...that's me...all this while i've been telling myself to change..well..i do change mayb for 1 day or 2 days...haha...the day after come back to the same old me...sometimes when i have something to blog but got no chance to go online...ya..it's very inconvenient here where i hv to go down the cafe so that can online....i notice that i always say how nice if i can go back to the past where for sure i wouldn't make the same mistake that will make me, perhaps regret?

i do really really really miss u alot, perhaps you r more happy there with no more suffering...everytime when i thought of those things that happen in my life which i wanna share it with you...but now i just cannot make it...there's no more chance for me to do it anymore....my heart cries everytime when i thought of it...very very sorry for everything that i've done....i love u from the bottom of my heart...you will always be in my heart...although time may past and life continues, i will remember the love and care and passion and the comfort that you have given me throughout 22 years...i will not forget ur advice and your hope on me...i love u and i really miss very much....